I woke up feeling like it is just another day. I am trying to work myself out of this feeling, by being grateful for all I have. I am happy for being a docent, but not that excited. I wish I could be excited about something. I did enjoy yesterday, but today is just another day and I don't like feeling this way. It is another day of the TV going non-stop or so it seems. One thing I am grateful for is the support I have on this group and the support I get from my daughters. When I told my husband about my becoming a docent, it was like so what and he moved on with talking about what he wanted to talk about, which was his trip.
Today Mari and I are going to church and the rest of the day is mainly around home. I do have some errands to do. I am so glad I went to church. I do serve, but I am selfish and I need to get past this. As usual, Pastor Rick spoke to me. I need to honor God with my serving and I am very blessed, that I don't have to have a paying job and I can stay home and do things for my family. Mari and I went to Sprout's after service and got some things we needed and then came home. Ate lunch and now I am going to go take a nap.
Had my nap and now I am getting some things accomplished. Getting a box of papers organized from the lawsuit we had against my step mother-in-law. Edited and posted my picture of the day and made a smoothie for Mari and I . The next thing I am going to do is edit and post the pictures of the mission I took yesterday. Did my mission pictures and started working on taxes, as our appointment is on March 2. Made dinner and I am going to watch Amazing Race at 8. At 9, I am going to read and go to bed at 10.
Of course I am dealing with issues with Rory and Marissa. Good Night! Trudi
P.S. Rory wants to talk to me before I go to bed! He has something on his mind and I hate when he does this right before I go to bed. I do a wind down routine for a reason. Argh!