Tuesday, December 4, 2012
Good Morning! I made it down to Laguna and back last night in the fog! Fog is interesting, as it is not everywhere. I would go behind a hill and it would be clear. We could see the fog down below the tollway. Going through part of my drive was a little scary, as I was the only one on the road and I had to really follow the lines. It is surprising, how much cars stir up the fog. Today, Mari has class from 1-4, so I will not have to make a night journey to Laguna. To get a definition of certain words or feelings, more than likely, I will go to the Bible. I do go to the dictionary, or type it on line and get another definition. Joy and trust I could find in the Bible; while positiveness, I could not, so I will find out the definition online. This is a feeling I struggle with. I may come off as a positive person, but overall, I feel very negative. I never feel good enough, I am hard on myself. I love to talk to people and I love to explore and share pictures with others, but I do not feel like I take the best pictures. I enjoy being at home, but don't really want to deal with what is here. I love being with my daughters, wherever we may be.