Good Morning! It is overcast and cool this morning!
I used to be a real estate appraiser, as well as wife and mom and I don't know how I did this. I don't know how other women work and manage their family. Things suffer and I know this and I really feel like the family suffers. I know Rory needs me to take care of him and do all sorts of errands for him. I know Mari needs me to help her get through school, as well as take her to and from school. I know Marissa needs me. I am really glad I can be home to take care of them. I am currently reading "The Confident Woman" by Joyce Meyer and the part I am reading right now is about the Proverbs 31 woman. In my marriage, I wish I had trust and confidence in my husband. I feel like I am the only responsible person in this relationship. This is hard on me, but I try to take care of myself. I did get some exercise yesterday, but I beat myself up, when I don't get the exercise I had planned. I sort of know it is ok to take care of me and take some down time; but in many ways, I am very hard on me.
Marissa has a physical this morning and Mari and I are going with her for support. Mari and I are going walking while she has the appointment. This afternoon is mainly at home.
Had dinner and watched TV and then Rory came downstairs. He really did not want to deal with the money issue, but he did agree to put into our joint account some money, which helps. I came upstairs to do some reading and I am going to bed at 10.
Good Night! Trudi